The Spelling Bee TSB

So it was time for the practice spelling bee, I WAS SOOOO NERVOUS AND EXITED. I won 3rd place, off by one letter.A week and a day later i was getting ready to go to the grade bee(Grade spelling bee.) I was in such a hurry i only put on one backpack sleeve(Which is normal but you'd be surprised how heavy it is.) It was one minute until the spelling bee when my backpack swung over and stabbed me with a loose pencil. I was so sad I started crying. I was surprised when they said it was in the gym instead of the classroom like it had been in 5th grade. I had studied hard for this but tears were hard to stop. I got my first word "Linen" right, but on my 2nd word the pain in my leg had stopped but i had wanted the day to be perfect so i lost self confidence and started crying. When the word came i was so busy crying i spelt Armadilla instead of Armadillo. I sat with the class as the audience clapped for me. I couldn't hold it in i asked my teacher if i could be excused. I ran to the bathroom crying and called my mom, it was hard for her to understand me because i was crying so much. I told her everything and she said it was disappointing,but she had a surprise for me when i got home. I couldn't go back in the gym because i knew i would start crying again. So i waited and was softly crying. A girl from my class's dad was there and saw me and told me his daughter was disappointed to. When the grade bee was over my friends ran and gave me a hug and gave me back my backpack and coat. By bestfriend said there was a surprise for me in my backpack. My best friend grabbed it and gave it to me. It was the parrot, i told my other best friend, i really wanted. I had no class money to buy it from her so couldn't have it. But i was so touched that she gave this to me. I keep the little not she wrote me in the back of my phone because of how happy it made me. That note was a memory. In my carpools car i just sat in the front seat looking out the window. I got home and my mom gave me a hug. I had wondered why god let this happen i said so many prayer, was so exited, and studied so hard. My mom said mabye someone else needed to win or this was to prepare me for life. It made me want to cry just writing this because of how disappointed i am but things happen like this every day. The hardest part is that i have to wait a year for a new Spelling bee. I don't know if its a thing but i got hand cramps from writing all this.

My testimony.

"I'de like to bear my testimony i know this church is true, and i know we are all very lucky to be her and we are all very blessed. I also know that when heavenly father created this Earth he put stars to keep us out of the darkness. I think that is like life we all have challenges big and small and i want you to know heavenly father has a plan for us all and at the end of a challenge there is always something bright. I know when I'm sad i sing this certain song and it makes me feel super happy. This is my star. What makes you happy? I wan't you to think about that.
                                                                                                       IN THE NAME OF JESUS CHRIST
                                                                                                                                                   AMEN.